my garden...

This we call star flower !!
some more from my garden... I don't know the real names of these flowers... we call them with these names..

ek pal ka ehsaas bankar aatey ho tum...
dusrey pal khushboo ban kar ud jaate ho tum...
jaantey ho tanhaiyon se darr lagta hai humein...
phir bhi humein tanha chod jaate ho tum...

shakira...Hips Don't Lie

These days i have no work and no interest to do any... just timepass from morning to evening... I was just broswing aroung and found some good stuff.
To day gave the KT plan to Hanuman.. KT tp pavan and complete by 7th of june..wow...
check this out..
tried uploading some vids but exporer gave too large errors...

Parwane..

Ek bhataka hua parwanaa aake mere keybd pe pahuncha...

Tere Sau Deewane,
Jhute Parwane...saare

Dil Masal Denge Yeh...
Peeke Chal Denge Yeh..
Aankhon Ke Paimaane Saare

Tere Sau Deewane
Jhute Parwane...saare

In Pe Na Kar Yakeen
Kho Na Jayen Kahin
Raste Hain Anjane...Saare

Tere Sau Deewane
Jhute Parwane...Saare

My garden...

Cute pink symmetry
Chameli !!!

Beautiful purples...

Yellow cute office flower

Angeethi...

Yesterday I had a nice time in a punjabee restaurant Angeethi... missed my sweetie a lot. This was dutch party... i don't really know why its called dutch party...
Who are the Dutch? any ways i ordered my usual small bacardi with sprite... and was enjoying... then came the sea food platter. That was really beautiful... i had never expected that in a punjaabi rest.. take a look..
a full size lobster... the lobster stuffed with cucumber in its stomach... they taste good but not as delicious as prawns.. I love prawns...

grandeur sun or beautiful clouds...

Lovely necklace road view of hussain sagar,Hyderabad

The time flew off so fast... I was in sweden for 8 long days... but now it seems to be too short.

Zindagi Phir se haseen lagne lagi hai...

Zindagi phir se haseen lagne lagi hai..
Hawain jaise phir se mahakne lagi hain..

Uski batein.. Uski muskurahatein...
Woh mere mann mein basne lagi hai...
Ham unse door hi sahi...
Per woh mere paas lagne lagi hai...
Zindagi phir se haseen lagne lagi hai..

Kabhi dil ke baat usko baayee to nahin...
Per lagta hai woh mujhko samjhane lagi hai...
Jane kya dhondta rahta hun mein in andheron mein...
Unke aahat se milne lagi hai...
Zindagi phir se ....

Usko ko dekhta rahun yahi tamanna hai meri...
Dil mein uski suraat utarne lagi hai...
Woh jo sambhal-sambhal ke uska rakhna kadam...
Woh jo dhoop mein chmakta uska badan...
Meri neenden phir se udne lagi hai...

Zindagi aur bhi haseen lagne lagi hai...

The Physical Side of Falling in Love

My sweetheart forwarded this to me...Probabily she could not understand her heart...

"Why Do My Insides Go All Funny?" Falling in love is both a mental and a physical process. Some of the firsttechniques you will learn ignite your Quarry's physical response to youbefore his or her brain catches up. We will put love through thebrain-scanner and under the x-ray machine to examine what physically happensto your Quarry when he or she starts to feel that incredible sensationcalled love. "Does Somebody Have to Be Pea-Brained to Fall in Love with Me?" As a matter of fact, yes. Scientists tell us only PEA-brained people fall inlove. At the core of infatuation, they speculate, is a chemical calledphenyl ethylamine, or PEA. It is a chemical cousin of amphetamines and givesa similar "kick." PEA comes from secretions through the nervous system andbloodstream that create an emotional response equivalent to a high on drugs.This is the chemical which makes your heart palpitate, your hands sweat, andyour insides go all funny. (It is rumored that PEA can also make you want torip your Quarry's clothes off at the first available opportunity.)Phenylethylamine, scientists say, along with dopamine and norepinephrine, ismanufactured in the body when we first feel the physical sensations ofromantic love. It is as close to a natural high as the body can get. (ColePorter obviously knew what he was singing about when he wrote "I get a kickout of you.") The bad news is that the kick doesn't last forever, or evenfor very long. This adds to the quickly mounting scientific evidence thatromantic love is relatively short-lived. That's why some people become "lovejunkies." The good news is that it does last long enough to kick-start greatlove affairs. Its average one-and-a-half to three-year duration is plenty oftime to have a fantastic fling, get him or her to say "I do," and/orpropagate the species. Now, since you can't go around armed with a syringefilled with phenylethylamine, spot your Quarry, and inject the PEA-filledtube into his or her bloodstream, you do the next best thing. You developtechniques to trigger PEA-brained responses in people and give them thesensation that they are falling in love. "Why Do We Fall in Love with One Person and Not Another?" People don't just mysteriously wake up one morning with an overdose of PEAin their brains and then develop a crush on the next person they set eyeson. No, PEA and its sister chemicals are precipitated by emotional andvisceral reactions to a specific stimulus. Like what? It can be a whiff ofher perfume, the boyish way he says hello, or the adorable way she wrinklesher nose when she laughs. It could even be an innocuous article of clothingyou're wearing that drives your Quarry bonkers. For example, in 1924 ConradHilton, the founder of the Hilton hotel chain, flipped over a red hat tha the spotted sitting five pews in front of him in church. After the services,he followed the red hat down the street and eventually married the ladywalking under it.

My view...

Love is just a state of mind … just like.. u feel happy doing some innovative thing. But this feeling subsides after some time .. as love can also.
You have to keep revitalizing the fun. That’s y keep away from this confusing thing as far as possible.

A friend's view..

Love……….

is a feeling which exists within everyone and which is exhibited in different ways towards their loved ones (family, friends….)
is a function of a very large program called life which executes within every human all the time…It has few mandatory arguments, few optional arguments and one optional argument which may change to mandatory argument…
happens when we meet the one because of whom one discovers their true self…love is a discovery…
makes one realize how caring one can be towards their loved ones…Love is an invention…
makes one to expect that the other also loves the same way…Love is selfish…
is devotion and is the only one which transforms a human to divine…because of the faith and love towards rama, hanuman has also become a lord…
Is the affection in true friendship…the only true friends in the world are the sun, earth and the moon…all 3 work for no reason but for a cause and with a purpose to keep the world going…
Doesn’t exist in this world except duties and needs…

“Change is the only constant in the world, person whom one loves may keep changing but the love towards them is constant…”

Can anyone help me understand better what exactly love is???

Some sweet mesages..

23rd jan >> Sweetie wen ur not here days seems like decade..timestands still.. Every sec is a millenium every beat says Missin u darling..Im so lonely without u sweetie so incomplete life seems lifeless yaar im completely in love with u sweetie I love im missing u bahut

24th feb >>Hi sweetie love u smart hz ur headache pl don’t think abt meso much yaar I know ur missin me now wanna hug me n wonderin wen v’ll b 2ther agn pl cntrl honey close ur eyes v’ll meet in dreams Ok now don’t dream only abt me sleep tite gubnite Yes I love u too UFF!!

26th mar >> hey sweetie tere ko sms ja raha hai sonu!! I love u honey ur my life my spirit yaar kam mera ye diwanapan khatam hoga.. Can think abt u ghanto tak ..Can find ur smell ur dadi evrywhr janu. Jaldi mere se shadi kar sonu poachu main ajao waha par ,yaha mann nahi lag raha.

27th Mar Hi sweetie missing u dear can see only ur face all arnd u sitin on bike ur cheeks out of helmet ur back resting on my back supportin each others ur voice echoin from my cell ur hand somehow findin a way to my hand n holdin firmly I love u so badly here I

Pal do Pal ka sath hai...

Some b-e-a-u-tiful lines from my one of the favourite lyrics..

Jadu see ye raat hai.. ab na jaaa...

Khwabon mein hi mil sakta hun abto mein..

tumhi se hai mere neendein.. naa bhi hoto kya..
tumhi se hai mere batein.. naa bhi hoto kya...
Pyar ki ye raat hai..
Choti ek baat hai..
Pal do pal ka sath hai.. ab naa jaa..
Jadu see ye raat hai.. ab na jaaa...

Dene wala jab bhi deta.. Deta chappar phadke...Continues

After finishing the blog yesterday..Tipu called.Felt very nice after speaking to him. He seemed very ill. He is working very hard. I wanna help him but don't know what to do...
Left office around 10:15 went to abhi.. restaurant(confusing spelling) there was another surprise waiting for me...I met my new roommate( at least for 2months)...Himanshu..He is a very cute,soft spoken guy.

I am feeling blessed... Some body somewhere is watching me always...

Dene wala jab bhi deta.. Deta chappar phadke...

Today was a very good day for many reasons...
Got up late (around 9:30)... put on a new shirt... spoke to su... and thennn was the beginning of calls from jobs consultants... Two for Delhi..One for IBM Bangalore..One for HP... and finally was the news that i am going to be the configuration and build manager for the ipworks build 5.0 release.
I will be sent to sweden for CM KT... probablily in March 2nd-3rd week.. but only for 1-2 weeks..
Just now HR from HSBC GDC called up regarding MKDS tool administration in pune..
Today I felt am talented and people were waiting for me to update my resume...

Dene wala jab bhi deta.. Deta chappar phadke...!!!

Raat bhar jaagne ka nateeja...

jab se tum gaye ho Dil bechain sa rahta hai...
Na kaam me lagta hai na be-kaam mein lagta hai..

Bus tumhare deedaar ka intezaar hai...
ab to har ek din ek saal lagta hai...
Kaam to hazaaron yaad aate hain..
Bistar se uthana nagawar lagta hai...

Kabhi ye lagta hai kabhi woh lagta hai...
Ab to ye aalam hai... Sans lena bekaar lagta hai..

testing the blog...

This is my first ever blog... though i am not fustrated... i felt like writting this just may be b'coz i'll be away from my sweet heart in some time from now. Though she i'll be away from me i don't feel she is away any time just i have to close my eyes.. i am sure even she feels the same.
This is for that sweet lady .....

stolen lines...

In the desert (hyderbad) I find iam alone
and shadow plays oasis
The mirage appears and then it flows (Idiot didn't come out to say "iloveu" or a departing hug or a good bye kiss)
wiping the dust out of my eyes ( I reached home dropping her in airport)

In the blink of the eyes
the dumes have changed ( the next morning everything seems different..lifeless)
My long known paths
seem all strange. ( The distance from office to my den seems endless..)

Mere dil ke mohalle mein aake... Dill laga ke to jaaa...